Have you ever felt like just hiding and not being found? What are you hiding from? Why? Are you scared or just want to get away?
People hide for many reasons and we sometimes hide in plain sight for the world to see, but are overlooked by people who could care less. All things happen for a reason, but some things are just done out of confusion and fear. We should always think before we speak and be not afraid to tell a person if they say something wrong or uncomfortable as we they don't say the wrong thing and have people draw conclusions without knowing the full story. Hiding in your own skin and in front of the world...does anyone actually hear  

   So I was thinking last night at how much I miss my grandparents while I was looking at the picture of them in the living room. I then started to wonder at all the things they saw in their time compared to me in this time.
   They saw World War 2, the moon landing, the birth of technology. They played outside and had no clue what a Xbox 360 was. They witnessed a true recession and watched America crawl it's way out of it. They watched Regan raise our debt ceiling beginning Feb 1981 to $985 Billion and now it's over $14 TRILLION dollars!!!
   Sometimes I think it's better off they are not around to see what's happening. To see a corrupt government in Illinois that has put  Governors in jail and another to happen in about 30 days.  The greatest generation would be FURIOUS at today's problems or worse at nothing getting resolved.  They would have done something about this mess or wouldn't have gotten into it in the first place.
   What can we do now? Where does America stand on being owner by China? Having CRIMINALS as our leaders? Having more and more money being taken away from us than ever before?

and I haven't even mentioned the NDAA Bill that's in Senate...you think it's a scary world now? Look that one up and wonder about your children's future rights.

So you silly bastards wanna change the world huh? Do you think the President has absolute power in the USA? Are you that naive that you think one man can change the world and make it full of rainbows and ponies? Can one man stop all crime or even bring a halt to half the crime in a major city? Can one man bring a change to this world and bring peace to a world that is ravaged by war, cruelty and hunger amongst so many other things? "Change" is the slogan for one major candidate this 2008 election. Do you think he's gonna "change" the world for the better? The answer to all of the above is no...HELL NO!!!

Some of you know me and what type of person I am. Pretty easy going, always looking out for other people's interests, putting others happiness before my own, well do you think that's what drives a man to spend millions of dollars of OUR money to get elected president? Mrs. "out for myself" Clinton doesn't give a shit about you and wants to be remembered as the first woman president and not the wife of the guy who got cheated on by the president. Just as a flashback reminder...you people that supported Bill "cigar boy" can all kiss my ass. The man committed perjury under oath, committed adultery, and what do you jackasses do? You embrace him and say "it's ok." IDIOTS. I digress though as some of you also made Charles Manson a cult hero...

Anyway...I am just gonna stop writing about this now as I am getting upset that all you mindless sheep don't see the wolf knocking at your door. Think about that and if you get it maybe you can help change the world, if not I hope you have a rich brother that will invite you in.

So ...I finally saw Chuck and Larry last night and was amazed. No, i'm sure the movie wasn't a HUGE blockbuster at theaters, but it really made me think. There's a scene in the movie where a gay party ends and upon leaving the place the people are met by an organization that is protesting them for being gay. The "pastor" calls Adam Sandler's character a "fagot" and some of the gay people are seen crying, which leads to Sandler's character punching the guy and everyone cheers. In real life this would have resulted in an arrest and lawsuit, but it was an eye opening moment.

See I have met gay people...hell I have been hit on by a man, but I never thought anything of it other than that's the life they are living. I am not gay and don't think I could ever have relations with a man, but I would never say it's wrong to be gay. Upon some investigation I have seen this type of thing isn't very uncommon...it's called HATE. There are "churches" that ask the people to actively protest gays just for being gay. They invade peoples most private moments to harass and de mine people for what they are. I just read a story about a "church" protesting at a soldier's funeral because he was gay. HE DIED IN A WAR SERVING HIS COUNTRY AND THESE PIECES OF CRAP PROTESTED HIS FUNERAL BECAUSE HE WAS GAY. This is "in my opinion" why America is one of the most hated countries in the world. People are ignorant, full of hate, unable to find compassion for ANYONE but themselves, and are just RACIST.

On a daily basis I hear one of the following words...Nigger, spick, gook, chink, sand nigger, it goes on. What is the word that the white man is called to deprive him of his dignity?

Honkey? No people laugh at that.

White boy? That's what they are.

Hmmm...Try calling a group of guys gay or fagots and see what happens.

This country sickens me so badly sometimes I want to leave. Then I think if all the people that get upset about problems like this would leave, then America would be full of these piece of crap racists. I have a long lineage in America as my family can be traced back for many years of being civil servants for the Armed Forces, Fire and Police Departments and I may even be related to the man who is said to be the "Father of The US Navy", and I will be damned if the actions of these racist people will tarnish America and my family by making me feel like I should leave. I have heard some horrible things in my short life and seen worse, but nothing is more appalling to me than an "organization" with the sole purpose of telling other that "God hates them because they are gay."

The age old question of "Can't we all get along?" has had the same answer for 10,000 years…no we can't.

America has many enemies, but none greater than some Americans.